Accidentally came across this lyric ... Nice one. 

繼續

作詞：C-Ross、鬧木

作曲/演唱/後期：鬧木

當一切都過去什麼都來不及

誰會在乎你藏在心底的秘密

誰都希望人生可以從此變得美麗

一步一步走過天真的孩子氣

那些過去是否都會寫進日記

記錄所有快樂還有笑的甜蜜

如今你我都不再需要玩具

成長中的幸福還是揮之不去

其實人生就是故事編織的騙局

還想見到兒時最真的自己

有時回憶沉浸時光的海底

沒有氧氣就快斷了呼吸

在傷痛之後看清楚自己

聽著心跳還是如此清晰

生命不斷前行讓我變得清醒

夢想碎過我的世界不再安靜

hey you tell me why

到底該堅持還是放棄

不理睬 管它別人怎麼評定

tell me why 

該知過程有些艱難

不理睬 以後漫長的路是繼續

理想被風吹碎夢還在飛

為了明天你我經歷著疲憊

人生舞台空著它在等待著誰

失敗的時候同樣都需要安慰

有時候希望自己不再那麼狼狽

總把未來想像的過於完美

我放棄過的現在感到慚愧

再給我一次機會咱們奮起直追

時間在變你我走過這些年

有些停留思考哪裡才會是終點

重現過去希望不斷被重建

漸變素描昏暗面的切割線

有個孩子時常喜歡抬頭看著天

問問上帝自己有一天是否會變

思緒就像風箏突然斷了線

人生的電影忽然就停了電

命運時刻準備著各種的考驗

用夢想填補明天的答卷

hey you tell me why

到底該堅持還是放棄

不理睬 管它別人怎麼評定

tell me why 

該知過程有些艱難

不理睬 以後漫長的路是繼續

Adore

It is so contradictory. I always thought visual impact is the most powerful thing. I could feel one thing like instantly, which are I like it, don't like it, or have neutral feeling. However, I took me so long that realize that the thing that left deeper trace in my heart is hidden in people's skin, and can be discovered thought their works.

For example, when I see a person with a beautiful face, of course I would love that face right away, or even couldn't take my eyes off that person as everyone like to watch pretty things. However, after a period of time, the pretty face is getting blurry in my mind, and the only impression of that person left to me is that person has a pretty face, and nothing more. Do I have the need to search over the web and see that pretty face again? Hell no! I have other better things to do. 

On the other hand, when I come across someone's deep-thought talented works, without knowing the creator's face, I adore the person. They often planted a seed in my heart. Even I forgot the creators, once their works appear in front of me again, those admiring feeling would come back. In lot of cases, that feeling grows stronger. 

Dr. Horrible

Dr. Horrible in deed is a cute character. He is cute not because of his appearance, but his character. He claims himself Dr. Horrible, and mastered horribleness. However, when he met the one he loves, he is so shy in front of her. I don't know, I just feel like guys who feel shy before the ones they love are so cute. They make mistakes that normally they wouldn't make. :) Now Dr. Horrible definitely one of my favorite villain characters. It is not usual that a villain can be so cute at the same time. Btw I didn't know that Neil Patrick Harris can sing! He is really a multi-talented actor! I heard Dr. Horrible 2 is coming. I am looking forward to it. I really wanna know what Dr. Horrible will do as Penny is dead.  :(

Btw my first experience growing green onion in the water is failed today. I don't know what went wrong, as it was growing healthily. Maybe I will try it again later. 

Understanding

General speaking, although there are billions of people in this world, it is really hard to have someone who can understand you. Argue with people who can't understand you is pointless. They just won't understand, because they don't know what happened to you in the past, nor what have you been doing.  They just don't know why you would feel that way. They judge things according to their "understanding". Sometimes, people who have never been to some stages in their lives don't know some words would trigger other's emotion and couldn't understand it why all the sudden that person got mad at him/her. On the other hand,  People do have weaknesses, and most of people don't like to reveal that to other people. It is just really hard for people to tell all the things they have been gone through and thus some words shouldn't be said. Again, not everyone is a good listener, or even care what you have been gone through. Explanation works? I doubt it.

Everyone has something that's forbidden. Accidentally crossed that line is fine. But crossing it again and again, that's awfully mean. I wish feelings are something that people can control or be rational, so that there would be more happy people in this world.

Casey's New Orleans Snowballs

One a boiling hot day in summer, what can you do to chill you down fast? One of the best solution is get a snowball (shaved ice) from Casey's. I love shaved ice, but not all of them. One of the best was made by my mom like long time ago when we still had the shaved ice machine at home. The one at Houston chinatown with fruit was good, but isn't that too big for one person? I mean unless I am really hungry, otherwise I don't feel like I wanna buy one. Voilà~~~finally went to Casey's and ordered "Boston Cream Pie" and it was AMAZING! With concentrated milk and other ingredients, the junior size is sell for $2 (included tax). Within a few bites, it cooled me down instantly. Summer just doesn't seem hot anymore. haha I love summer :D Gotta try other snowballs from Casey's, specially Casey's Famous Chocolate!!!

Watched the movie "Skyline" I was totally confused. Lot of things just didn't make sense to me. Also, the ending kept me wonder what happen next, urggg I don't like it.

Jersey Shore

Late night I dreamt that I was dreaming. For some reasons, I wanna wake up in that dream, and I tried very hard and I did it. However, I also woke up myself in my real life. haha how weird!

Recently I was watching Jersey Shore. Although it was all about clubbing and arguing, I did learn something. I learned that when something call "trust" is lost, things just can't go back as before. Also, people don't change. So, if you know somebody that you can't stand. Don't waste your time. He/she will just keep disappointing you. Well, except in some cases that happen very rarely.

Another failure of cooking

As I maybe moving out soon, I tried to clean up my apt. I found a bag of green beans sitting in my pantry for a really long time. So, I decided I should finish it, so I don't have to carry it when I move out. Well, actually I never learned how to make green beans soup. But I guess it shouldn't be too hard as I saw my mom made it in the past (I didn't pay attention though lol) I poured all bag of green beans into my pot without really thinking, and later I found out that it was too much to me. It was like a big pot of green bean soup! Seriously, I doubt that when can I finish all of them. I don't wanna eat green beans soup everyday... -_-" Anyways, lesson learned :)

Found this Twix Java at a gas station unexpectedly. It was the only one there. I didn't know it was limited edition or what, but I couldn't help that I had to buy and try it. I never seen it before in other store. Although it turned out wasn't that great as I expected. The chocolate caramel was harder than the normal caramel in the original Twix. Also, it is kinda sweet. Actually, I take it back. Maybe I should pair it with coffee, I think it may taste good. OMG, now I am really wondering how will it taste like. lol So bad I can't find it anymore.

Life is more fun when you pay little more attention to thing around you